||[Dec. 7th, 2009|05:56 pm]
If i focus on what i *CAN* have, will i be happy? Even if it's not exactly what i want? Is there merit in trying to shoot the moon, even if it means i'm alone most of the time? |
I'm steadily remembering how good i am at being alone... and the thought of breaking a sweet heart is much worse than the prospect of experiencing a bit of solitude.
as with all of my romantic disasters, however, i'm just gonna hang in for a couple more weeks and see where things go.
Maybe the sex will be mindblowing. Then, everything should be fine.